Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Moving Out

I would love to keep living with my family, but I don’t feel awful leaving them because I know I will try to see them as often as possible, maybe even all the time once I move out. I feel so comfortable and connected here that there is no way I would not come back and hang out with them when I can. At least once between each course, defiantly. Julian Kingman said to me once, when I was so sad we would be heading separate ways – maybe forever. We had a great time didn’t we? So why would you feel bad. What we had was amazing and time won’t change that. Arg. I can’t capture it in words.it was a way of fully capturing the potential of what had been, and then letting go for the next wonderful thing to come along. To say, just because it ends in time, does not diminish its value.

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